Broken Chains Ministry

Spending Time Behind Bars

Spending precious time behind bars and razored barbed wire high atop a fence,

2006 was the last time I could walk out in the world a free person.

Like the ones who go groceries shopping,

Like the ones who walk the children to the

bus stop and back home again.

Been behind bars ever since.

Time has helped me mature in strength and in memory, the memory of still a young teenager – in – ways – a –child.

I don’t regret being where I’m at cause this is what makes me what I am today.

This has placed another puzzle piece of my life together and soon it will be whole.

Only the Lord knows when?

It hurts to not be able to hold what you have helped create.

My loved ones hurt because of what I put them through, but know that this is what makes me who I am today, a stronger minded person a loving caring individual that can’t help but to love and care for even more than what I had at the time of my childhood. The barbed wire razored fence that used to cage my spirit no longer has cut my inner being in many pieces but has cut and released the one that used to help wreck my life.

A zillion times into nowhere.

He speaks to me so strongly but yet I have not let him take complete control over my life

Lord…….. Take away these wounds, take with you what hurts me and make it better, make me a brave spirit one who conquers fear cause fear does not come from you.

It will only destroy me.

I want to stand and even if I must stand alone atleast I know that it has been done by your precious love , the greatest love of all comes from my father up above this cage with bars up above those razored sharp barbed wired fences.

The ones that began in 2006.

All along I’ve been yours a child of God, Ever since.

Victoria