MEMORIES

 

MEMORIES HAUNT ME DAY AND NIGHT.

SOMETIMES I WONDER WHIY I DIDN’T FIGHT.

WE WERE ALL SO YONG IT ISN’T FAIR.

NOW I WISHED I’D NEVER BEEN THERE.

THINKING OF ALL THE PEOPLE WE HURT

BY LEAVING YOUR BODY JUST LAYING IN THE DIRT.

THE NIGHTMARES ARE BAD,

THEY DRIVE ME MAD.

I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME,

MAYBE I COULD CHANGE THEIR MINDS.

I’M SORRY THAT THINGS HAPPENED THIS WAY.

I WISHED I COULD CHANGE THE EVENTS OF THAT DAY.

I WOULD TRY HARDER TO MAKE THEM SEE

THE WAY THINGS REALLY SHOUD BE..

THE PAIN AND AGONY CAUSED TO EVERYONE.

I WISH IT COULD ALL BE UNDONE.

I SIT HERE AND PRAY FOR THE PAIN TO GO AWAY.

BUT IT’S PART OF THE PUNISHMENT I DEAL WITH

EVERY DAY.

TRYING TO FORGET

BUT SO MANY REGRETS

THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO

EXCEPT LIVE EACH DAY NEW.

IT DOES GET EASIER I WANT YOU TO KNOW

AS TIME PASSES BY, AWAY THE MEMORIES GO.

NOW, NO, I’LL NEVER TOTALLY FORGET,

NOR WILL I EVER STOP MY REGRETS.

I WISH I COULD CHANGES THINGS SOME WAY,

SOMEHOW

BUT REALLY, THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO NOW

I’LL BE OKAY

AS I TAKE MY PUNISHMENT DAY BY DAY

THEN THEY’LL BE ABLE TO SEE

THAT THE GIRL FROM BACK THEN ISN’T

THE WOMAN II’VE COME TO BE.

YOUR DEATH HAS CHANGED ME IN SO MANY WAYS.

I THINK OF MY MISTAKES EACH PASSING DAY.

WISH THAT I COULD TURN BACK TIME

WISH I WOULD’VE CHANGED THEIR MINDS

I’M TRULY SORRY AND I JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW

I’M TAKING THE TIME TO LET IT SHOW.

 

-Tasha